So it may surprise some of you that I'm considering life without them.
With just one more show left to do this year, and what a dismal sales year it has been - I'm considering taking a year, or more - away from the bead.
Not sure I can do it.
It's been such a part of me.
What would take their place? For awhile - organizing, purging, putting my house and life back into some sort of order. So many things have gotten away from me, gotten cluttered, that I wonder if taking the time to clean - to refresh - might put new perspective on where to go from here -
What would take their place? For awhile - organizing, purging, putting my house and life back into some sort of order. So many things have gotten away from me, gotten cluttered, that I wonder if taking the time to clean - to refresh - might put new perspective on where to go from here -
whether it includes the bead
OR NOT.
I still have a book in my head that I should start putting down on paper.
I still have a book in my head that I should start putting down on paper.
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I have SOOOO many things in this house - in my life - that need to be spiffed up, polished and made shiny again.
I have SOOOO many things in this house - in my life - that need to be spiffed up, polished and made shiny again.
My brain is feeling rather cluttered too - muddled and overflowing with thoughts lately -
On one hand - I think I could use a break. On the other hand - I know I'd be fine for awhile, but I'm afraid once my friends, my fellow artists, my PEEPS start the show season come summer - that I am going to feel miserably left. OUT.
Will I be throwing my hands up in despair? Crying Uncle? Waving the white flag?
Or just keep on keeping on
doing what I love, and saving my sanity?
So much to think about over the course of the long, cold winter.
To bead, or not to bead.
To create, or not create.
For now, STILL, as if my life depends on it,
Peaceful beading,
TTFN
To bead, or not to bead.
To create, or not create.
For now, STILL, as if my life depends on it,
Peaceful beading,
TTFN